Change

~Nothing remains unchanged Forever~

Quote by myself

It is true that nothing stays unchanged forever, is it not ? Today's entry will have no gossip, no funny stories. Rather, it will be a reflection of my inner self and my deepest reflections. Time and time again, History has proven this fact a million times over : The only thing that remains unchanged is the fact that everything else changes. Indeed, I myself has felt changes occur within me since the start of a new term in JC. Environments change a person, they say, but an environment is caused by people. Which is affecting which ? What is truly affecting us, changing us ? Is it ourselves ? Is it an external force ? I do not know.

Since S72 was formed, I could feel the change. The explosive anger deep within has cooled substantially, like cool honey on a burn wound. The class is warm, acceptive and generally has been very kind. The relative peacefullness feels strangely good, perhaps because its more comfortable for my battle-weary soul. After 2 tumultuous years of class rivalries, its refreshing to move on. Its one of the reasons why I went HC instead of NJ also. Its nice to start anew. To have a whole new perspective. To appreciate the beauty of true friendship... No eye-rolling. No hateful people. No people threatening others by attempting suicide. No egomaniacs. Just nice people. Thank you, S72. Thank you for pulling me out of an endless depth of hate and anger. Thank you for making me break out of that claustrophobic shell. You may not have done it on purpose, but I owe it all to you. Change may not be a bad thing afterall.

Pay your obeisance to the greatest song ever -- Shine by Mr. Big

I never really feel quite right
I don't know why, all I know is there's something wrong
Every time I look at you, you seem so alive

Tell me how do you do it, walk me through it
I'm following every footstep

Baby on your own you take a conscious step
Do you wanna give it up?

But all I want is for you to SHINE
Shine down on me
Shine on this life that's burning out

I say a lot of things sometimes that don't come out right
And I act like I don't know why
I guess a reaction is all I was looking for

You looked through me, you really knew me like no one has EVER looked before

Baby on your own you take a cautious step
Do you wanna give it up?

But all I want is for you to SHINE
Shine down on me
Shine on this life that's burning out

I know, I know, girl you got something

SHINE (shine it on to me)
Shine down on me (I wanna feel it)
Shine on this life that's burning out

Baby on your own you take a cautious step
Do you wanna give it up?

But all I want is for you to SHINE
Shine down on me (just show me something)
Shine on this life that's burning out (you give me something that I never
know)

Shine (it gonna kill me if you give something away)
Shine yeaaah (I wanna know what's going in on your mind)
Shine on this life that's burning out